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Feb 26

Today quite happy, have finish my the budget planning module ( my work task) but another module is coming soon, but is ok because i did finish my task on time. Somemore have more module to do, then can learn more. Today finish early then spend my time with browsing internet. Plan to buy a thumb drive, then go survey. Is a lot of brand and model, really don’t know how to choose. Thumb drive got many extra function, kingston is the worst lor..the writing and reading speed also slower than others , the price also same with others. After back from work directly go Brem Mall ( kepong) looking for my thumb drive. Finally buy a scan disc brand. Then go looking for shop that sell guitar string, next the shop is the comic bookstore. Quite long time not read comic already, get in the shop, really excited…the comic that i have stop at secondary school now have complete set. Quickly register a new account and rent the comic. The boss there quite nice, told me lot stuff and the workers there also. Keep intro to me the new comic.

But today main character is not me, is our office lengzai mermaid. He too tension until become a mermaid already, you look at below picture then u will understand. Sorry lah…ahlai

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Your post really very geng, if not i wil not post it here. Haha…..dun angry ya…

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Feb 24

Hari ini ialah hari sangat mempersiasuikan, semalam saya telah beli 2 kotak seremban pau bakar untuk rakan-rakan sekerja. Pagi kita gunakan microwave untuk panaskan pau-pau itu.Sebab pau itu tak dapat dihabiskan, oleh itu pau itu disimpan sampai petang. Jadi saya pun panaskan pau itu dengan mircowave sekali lagi, sambil menunggu pau panas sambil berbual dengan orang lain. Tiba-tiba terbau macam bau hangus, terus saya masuk ke dalam pantry. Asap pun sudah keluar, terus tutup suis microwave dan buka pintu kecemasan serta tingkap-tingkap. Kalau tidak nanti loceng kecemasan pun berbunyi, kalau betul-betul berbunyi,matilah saya masa itu.

Feb 22

其實心裡有很多的問題想問他 ﹐

1。 你是用怎樣的心態和我出去的 ﹖

2。 如果你的心有別人了﹐為什麼不早就告訴我 ﹖

3。 其實你對我的感覺是怎樣的 ﹖

4。 難道你不知道我是喜歡你的嗎 ﹖既然那麼明顯﹐為什麼你不直接對我說呢 ﹖

還有很多很多。。。

前一晚﹐我想了很多很多﹐我從新的看回所有的東西。 我留着她給我的 sms﹐用我手機幫她拍的照片。 我做了一個決定﹐我選擇不要去知道答案。 我不會去問﹐也不想知道了。

我把為她準備的 good night message send 給 其它人。同一時間﹐4 個人都問我同樣的問題。 “你OK 嗎 ﹖”   ﹐我的 SMS 有問題嗎 ﹖ 只是不同的晚安而已﹐為什麼大驚小怪﹖ 他們都說我的SMS 怪怪的﹐很感性﹐很像是寫給一個人的。 我承認﹐那一些都是我自己想 和 type 的 sms﹐ 可能是因為這樣所以就感覺怪怪吧。

你們只是關心我而已﹐我知道的。 我其實沒有怎樣﹐我現在很好啊。 傷心是有﹐可是我還應付的來﹐所以不必擔心。 我知道她也是會擔心我的﹐你們告訴她我沒有什麼啦。我還是當她是我的朋友﹐我看得開的。 雖然現在是傷心﹐可是我就不能這樣的表露出來啊﹐難道要我在她面前擺出很傷心的樣子嗎﹖這樣她看到我﹐她會內疚的﹐我不想影響她﹐畢竟她也是朋友啊﹐我想她開心的。我一個人傷心不是好嘍﹐她以為我OK不是好嘍﹐這樣不會太尷尬﹐只有我不想﹐不問﹐不理﹐也不做﹐ 就OK了啊﹐全部都以朋友的出發點﹐以朋友的角度。 這樣對她對我都很好﹐對不對 ﹖大家都是朋有嘛。。。OK的

可能我們做朋友會更開心。。。大家就放心吧。。。

Feb 18

最近同事失戀了﹐ 已經拍拖 3年的他既然分了。 還記得分手前天還跟我們一起去唱K﹐ 那時候他唱很多傷心的歌﹐很悲的。。。聽了他的故事我有那種身同感受的感覺﹐ 真的很替他傷心嘍。然後就寫了這首歌﹐ 雖然他歌詞並沒有我寫的這樣偉大和這樣的大量﹐可是最少都有 50% 是在寫着他的心情啦。 現在他好很多了﹐你們誰誰的姐姐還單身要找男朋友的。他真的很不錯的﹐可是要求很高一下。他看上的女子最少要 以上 Honda City 還是  VIOS。。。哈哈

放弃就放弃


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作词:@uyong 作曲:@uyong 演唱:@uyong

你可以说放弃就放弃
那么多年的感情                你也不会在意
当你做决定                你有没有想过我
我会多难过

你可以说不爱就不爱
原来你对爱情                是这么放的开
我努力守着                我们的承诺
再多的承诺        也留不住你的心

*没有你在身边生活多了空档的时间
心里面却少了属于你的空间
想你的夜晚        变成了习惯
很自然                想对你说晚安

一次的机会你都不会给
想要去挽留        你也不想接受
我一直想着        我们的从前
快乐画面        以被冻结

我现在明白        我不是你要的
也希望                你也会快乐

Feb 17

This song was compose when i’m study at U, quite long time alrdy. But recently feel that this song quite have feel, so upload here and share with u all…thank you

迟到的告白

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作词:@uyong
作曲:
@uyong
演唱:@uyong

想说对不起  现在才说我爱你
只怪当初自己没有勇气

太多太多的考虑
对自己也没有信心
现在才知道 你和我一样的

我很在乎你    不想你离去
如果能留住你   我什么都愿意

看着你背影    随着他离去
只好假装没有东四  躲在家里
偷偷的哭泣

看着你背影    随着他离去
我是真的很爱你
可不可以留在这里

我是真的很爱你
我是真的付出我的心
可不可以重心考虑

Feb 17

如果比较的话,现在的感觉难受得多了。 失望又不开心,还是以前这样比较好。 只少不会有现在这样的感觉。 朋友和同事都过来安慰我,谢谢你们。我知道一次的失败不代表永远的失败,可是我其实都在责怪自己,也许我希望和我想象和计划的都跟那天不一样。也许我也是想太多了吧。 事情已经发生了,再想也没有用。

听了很多人的意见,他们都说其实我想的太过negative了,很多东西在男人身上是很重要,如果没有做到就算失败。 可是其实可能对女人来说, 对她们都是皮毛而已。 可能她要的东西你已经做到了也不一定。 说的也有道理啦,可是就是过不到自己那关啊!

一切就让它顺其自然吧。 haiz…想起了一首歌

陈小春- 没那种命

爱情这东西 没道理的
有人很抢手 有人没资格
路是人走的 我害怕什么
大不了 别爱了
她像个天仙 她太美了
我那么平凡 我开不了口
心里面晓得 追她的结果
幸运的 不是我
我没那种命呀 她没道理爱上我
英雄和美人哪 是一国的
只怪爱人太少了 对手太好了劝自己别傻了
以前甭提了 以后非加油不可
我没那种命呀 轮也不轮到我
爱情老是缺货 我争什么
时间越来越少了 越来越老了我剩下一个梦
她走过来说 其实我错了
她爱我 (p/s : 我有酱好命吗  ?? )

Feb 16

She have reply, but what i expect she answers ?? I think she really disappointed to me, act she did ask me go anyplace to eat before we leaving,i did suggested eat at outside, but how come i jst not going to mont kiara. I also don’t why, i have spend whole nite drive around at mont kiara yesterday. I really stupid, seems everything i have prepare and plan, why i jst cant follow ? I wondering what make me not thinking go to there. Money ?? i have prepare alrdy,money not a problem. Road ??? i have survey and make how to go yest. Food ?? I ‘m sure the food is better than bah kut teh. Then ??? what have stop me not going thr ?? If i could answer then i won’t be so guilty, frustrated and disappointed with myself. She said we only friend, no need to be scared and disappointed. Maybe i jst take it too serious.

Don’t know what problem, today really less talking. I have tried and asking her something and blah blah…but also cant have a good talk. I have ask her, “Are u feeling bored going out v me ?” I know even she really did also won’t told me directly, but i did feel that she was bored. She told me she was tired, this is jst a reason that make me feel better.

I really really feel disappointed with myself. WHY WHY and WHY !!!

PLAN PLAN PLAN,THEN NOT FOLLOW THE PLAN.

AU YONG JIN YOO, why you be like that ar ???? what stop u to follow ur plan ar ?? what the hell u doing ar ?? why jst cant follow your plan ar ?? why you so stupid ar ?? why you don’t know how to make decision ar ?? why you take it so serious ar ?? why u feel so disappointed ar ?? why feel so upset ar ?? Is jst a friends, why u think so much ??

If i could answer all of the ” WHY ‘ S “, then everything will be different i think. Next time i will write down what i need to do and follow the paper. Set reminder, more aggressive in making decision and planning, do more and more preparation, do more survey, plan more than one plan, should be have backup plan and remember don’t think too much.

I promise here, i won’t make the same mistake again. No matter future doing what kind of date with her or others. Just follow what have planned.

Mr. Au Yong Jin Yoo, u should remember today and take it as lesson.

Feb 15

Yest i have do lot of preparation and plan well for today, but everything jst not follow my plan. My plan is going for a movie follow by a nice environment restaurant, but everything is different.

The movie she watch until almost fall asleep, i starter get nervous at tat time. I never think that she wont interested in that movie, the middle part really a bit bored. We have less conversation,  we jst cant have good topic and have a good talk. Maybe i am too nervous until i don’t know what should i talk about alrdy. After that we a going to dinner, suppose i have plan go to mont kiara, a restaurant that with nice environment, but i jst dun understand what i’m doing !!!! I even forget that i need and plan to go thr, yest i have go mont kiara and find a good place to have dinner, but i don’t know why i jst cant follow my plan. I nervous till that condition, how come i be like that ??? Really shit lor…At last we end up eat bah kut teh, summore eat until she feel very uncomfortable and want to vomit alrdy. walao….i don’t know why i so stupid.

After sent her back, on d way i going home, i have think and think, why jst follow my plan and go mont kiara, why jst go…??? why ?? why ?? why ?? i feel more and more “kik sim” edi. I have miss the chance, is really hard to have another chance like this edi. OH MY GOD…what i am doing..? I really shit lor, i also don’t what i nervous about, scared that then scared this lah…haiz…

Chance jst never cm for 2nd times, i think she will disappointed with me also. First, she will cant have same topic. Second, no planning at all. 3rd, I am not even take it as important.  Maybe i take it too serious, but i did take very  serious for this time. I admitted that before this i jst not plan so much, but this time even plan also useless.After that i have send her a message, explain everything but its too late. She not reply any word.

I wanna cry edi,i really stupid, really f**k, shit…

Argh……..geramnya….

Feb 15

個個人都來問我 情人節怎樣過 ﹖ 我的答案是在 “家過嘍。。。” 單身不再家還可以去那裡﹐本來約同事看戲﹐可是戲票又賣完了﹐嗨。。。反正自己也有一點懶惰﹐就算了。突然有朋友來找我﹐又是一個跟我一樣的單身漢。兩個 “麻勒老” 去吃 buffet shushi  火窩,那些人多到。。。一對對也有﹐一家人的也有﹐一班朋友也有﹐就是只有我們一抬是兩個男的﹐哈哈哈。。。  一來就吃很多shushi了﹐要吃會本先﹐shushi 吃了﹐就開始包了。轉個頭﹐桌上又有一大堆的 site order. 這次死了﹐那個阿寶點這麼多。有 tempura, tenpayaki, 還有很多很多。

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Tempura and sushi and ………..

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旋轉 shushi.

到最好都沒有吃到火窩的東四﹐哈哈。。。

兩個人吃了 RM49.50 ﹐值得啦。。。

Feb 15

This song was wrote for my best friends who study at oversea and have less interaction us. I jst hope that no matter how far u are, how long we not meet each others and how we going to changes…friends still friends

想天天想你

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作词:@uyong 作曲:@uyong 演唱:@uyong

翻着舊照片﹐我才發現
原來我和你沒有一張完整合照照片

在臨睡前﹐我才了解
原來我和你相隔不但只是距離那種遠

我擔心﹐我們不能像以前
不能確定對你﹐有沒有陌生的感覺

你不在﹐我身邊很多年
慢慢習慣﹐沒有你的每一天

我努力出現在你的生活的每一天
我盡力說晚安在你臨睡前的每一夜

我盡量對你說身邊朋友的一切
只希望你不會和我們脫節

“天天想你        天天守住一顆心
把我最好的愛留給你”

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